ROUGH TIMES.
Today, I find myself incredibly inspired by these words from Kate on her blog Longest Acres:
it is no secret that nick and i want land of our own. we want a modest amount of land. maybe 50 acres. we would take more if you were offering. we want to have four milking cows on this land. a sow or two and a big but gentle boar to accompany them. we want a flock of sheep. maybe 20. to keep for lamb. we want goats....for clearing the woods. and of course have chickens. a small population of ducks for pascal to boss around. we want a healthy...but not creepy...population of barn cats. and we wants lots and lots of dogs. dogs for guarding. dogs for herding. and dogs for snuggling indoors on couches. we want a small home. that can fit us. and bottle-animals. and someday human babies. we want a barn that won't blow over in a storm. that won't bust at the roof from too much snow. we want our families to be at the farm. to visit the farm with great frequency. to live at the farm. to party at the farm. to work at the farm. we want friends to come live with us and farm vegetables on this land (which we seemingly cannot do). we want our farm to be its own micro universe. producing all the food and all of the joy so that we don't need to leave our farm with great frequency. that probably sounds like a lot of wanting. that is a lot of wanting. especially because right now we have the skeleton of that Want. we have borrowed land. we're raising 200 chickens that aren't ours. we have 2 pigs. we have 1 cow. we have 1 duck. we have 16 chickens (a dwindling number, thanks to madame fox). we have 1 snuggling indoor dog and 0 useful farm dogs. we have no kitties. we have a subterranean apt with no light and no real sense of welcoming.
i know we have to be patient. our land, our farm, will not be handed to us by any silver vehicle. she will find us someday but we will have to work for her. we will have to struggle through various farm jobs. we will have to hire the services of Scrimp and Save and make sacrifices in our personal and social worlds in the name of the Future Farm. we will have to grow our little farm family slowly and surely and methodically.but it is always fun to day dream.
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Obviously, Jesse and I are not yet living on our farm. We have our dream piece of land, we just haven't a place to actually live! It is a frustrating situation, and one complicated by many factors, but it is what it is. We understand the wanting. We understand wanting a way of life...something so real and present, but also intangible. We understand how hard it is to transition from simple farm living to suburbia. We ache to be on our farm, and in my days of sadness, words like these are helpful to me. They remind me of virtues like patience, like work, like struggle. They give us hope that some day, even if it is slowly and surely, we will have what we dream of. And house or no house, we WILL be farming this year! We WILL be growing and eating lovely vegetables! Be it in a barn, in a toolshed, or in a tent, we will find a shelter for ourselves somehow.
So...I apologize for the lack of a consistent "farm" on this farmstead blog...but we are trying. We are hoping and praying every day, and we greatly appreciate those of you along for the journey. We continue to be amazed by all the blessings in our life, and know that the setbacks are surely happening for a reason.
- Hannah.
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